Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Rue......


Regretting what i have done.... i cry for the first time ever...... but the cry isn't heard..... or is it....??? is anybody listening...... is anyone feeling the same as i am now...... i don't know..... all i know is that i screamed it all out..... but is it out yet.....????? am i normal yet...?? i doubt my situation..... i doubt my state......  i m in rue......

i m sad about what happened..... remembering what could have been and what it has turned out to be...... seeing the faces.... feeling the emotions that have passed by...... the warmth they gave me...... i feel sad..... i m in rue....

Just regretting what happened isn't enough...... it doesn't bring back what i have lost..... but i have to do something to fix things...... to make it what it should be...... but i don't know how...... i m in rue.....

I have to learn to be with it..... to learn from what i have done...... but its painful..... to have a smile on your face when you are crying from within...... but i have to do it........ to face what i have done......

I m in rue......

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

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dvibahu said...

hehe........yes.........i know that........ :D.........
well all my thoughts come with a ........
btw..........who r u?????.........

Vartika said...

i may not n will not ask the reason/ meaning fr ur post...hope to c u in a happy state of mind thru some happy posts soon...

dvibahu said...

so do i :).........