Do you ever face a situation where its all messed up...... you don't know what you want or what you don't..... just feel like crying out loud..... screaming at the top of your voice..... but you can't........
You feel like its happening all over again.. and you are not able to do a thing to stop it..... to change it.... you know its all your fault but you can do nothing about it....
The sand is simply slipping out of your hand from between your fingers...... and you want to grab it tighter...... you feel insomniac......
You close your eyes and you see all of it again and again...... you don't want to think about it but even can't afford to forget it..... for it has with it the loving memories which you have built in your past..... which you want to take with you till the grave.....
But the sole reason for those memories is dying..... its wanting to get away...... 'coz its the past... it has to go.... but you see your future in it...... you see hope.... you see light.... but its getting dark...... and you can't close your eyes with the fear of darkness swallowing it.... you want to cherish it...... but you can't...... you fear closing your eyes..... you feel insomniac........
You realize that you have built a glass shield around you which can't be broken..... which you once toiled to be stronger than anything else...... but now you want to hit it and hit it hard...... to shatter it to pieces...... but all you can do is cry..... which can't be heard by anyone..... for everything is fading away in darkness......
You fear closing your eyes..... you feel insomniac........
7 comments:
"just feel like crying out loud..... screaming at the top of your voice..... but you can't........ "
I suggest.. if u feel like crying, dont stop yourself, and go cry while showering. people wont know.. :-|
well i already did that...
mast likha hai be- sksa
hmmm.. did it help? u have to make sure, you dont inhale water in the process.. nahi to zyada pain ho jata hai..
vaise, why wud u be crying, u never told?
p.s. comment pe word verification hata.. bahut pain hota hai..
hehe.....well it did help :P....thnq for that....
ps ka ps : spell check humare jaiso k liye hai :D....
the red,the black and the white.combination of these color always made me go W.O.W.
And when it came to sketching/painting using these colors and that too with hairy threads..awesomeness.
I wish i could do such drawing too.
howHOWhow you do it? Jangir how do you do it ?? :O :|
and the prose written is awesome too.
to cry alone/to laugh among people but crying inside/the repeatations of situations,the future of past,..everything.
I was a fan of yours but now,you got a bigger fan :D.
awesomeness,Keep it up jangir =)
thnq dear.....have done the painting on photoshop.....aur baki to sab man mein tha wo likh diya :P......
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